Grief

For those of you that have experienced deep grief coming from deep loss, you will know what I am talking about. It catches you by surprise....the sadness, the overwhelming-breath stopping sadness; then waves of anger, intense anger; then denial; then quiet acceptance that things, that life, my life, our life, will NEVER be the same.

Why? Why? There are many days I wonder if I am going to wake up from this gosh awful nightmare. I hope I do and hope that it is soon. But part of me thinks I never will. That I am stuck here. And I hate it.